Legend told me tonight that he accepted a position with his former employer. Unfortunately, his former employer is in New York. I am beyond devastation right now.
He will still be in town every other weekend (when he has his kids) but that means his weekly service calls will now turn to every 2 weeks and that is if we are lucky and can make it work. He did talk about me coming to New York to see him, which I would do in a heartbeat, but you know how that goes… it may or may not happen. The devastation is beyond sexual. It is so much more. Legend has been a stable factor in my life; he has helped me weather the storm with Sig being away. He has been a friend, a great listener and I respect his advice and words of wisdom so much. There is such a sense of peace and calm I feel when I am laying in his arms.
Above all, this man has been the greatest sexual partner I have ever had (and that is saying a lot when you look at my history). This man has pushed me to the limits of my sexuality and he keeps pushing! We have used toys beyond belief (ropes, blindfolds, nipple clamps, hot wax). We have had great experiences too (gang bangs, threesomes, adult theaters). I have discovered my capacity for squirting which was pretty much untouched before Legend entered my life.
I am not quite sure how this is going to play out, but I can only hope for the best. Sure I can find another sexual partner to service me, but Legend has raised the bar so high, that I almost do not feel like looking since I am sure to be disappointed.